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i need a break. too tired with everything right now. no matter what i do, it's still not enough for others anyway. so time to move on. see if i even care when i'm back from reality. i've wasted so much time, money, energy, etc for those who don't even care about me. if i'm not matter to them, then why should i even bother anymore. i'll just do what i want.
My Countdown to Runaway
You can run away from yourself so often, and so much, just because the broken pieces of you cut your feet too deeply if you stay around for too long. But then what if someone were to come along and pick up those pieces for you? Then you wouldn't have to run away from yourself anymore. You could stop running. If someone sees you as something worth staying with— maybe you'll stay with yourself, too. - C. JoyBell C.
But when she turned her back to the lights, she saw that the night was so dark...She could not see the stars. The world felt as high as the depthless night sky and deeper than she could know. She understood, suddenly and keenly, that she was too small to run away, and she sat on the damp ground and cried. - Shannon Hale, The Goose Girl
The end is soon...I feel it. If you're close, run away, far, hide, do whatever you can. Who knows if we'll be safe. - Alysha Speer, Sharden
Just run away from your problems if you want cause sometimes we need a time to think and cool down a bit before making a decision. - Adel Sakura