Hope

You will face many defeats in your life, but never let yourself be defeated. - Maya Angelou

What seems to us as bitter trials are often blessings in disguise. - Oscar Wilde

The very least you can do in your life is to figure out what you hope for. And the most you can do is live inside that hope. Not admire it from a distance but live right in it, under its roof. - Barbara Kingsolver

i was supposed to see Mary yesterday but she was on MC. her colleague told me a very shocking news; Mary has tender her resignation... many of her colleague quit as well. i've mixed feelings about this.

i've known Mary since last year. she has attended to my problem since then. her sister had the same problem & has improved. so she understands me more than i could imagine... whenever i went to see her, i gained some hope that was lost for many years. miracles might happen to me too as long as i haven't stopped believing. i've lost the will to fight for quite long & she's the one who keeps on motivates me weeks by weeks...

i'm sad when i heard about her resignation... so sad that i can't even sleep last night. i know she won't be there for long but i thought she'll be there till i succeed... her colleague told me that i'll get a new replacement but she will never be the same... i mean will she be able to help me as much as Mary does? i hope so...