Sometimes I Do Wonder...

what does friendship really means to certain people...

after missing for more than 10 years, you've added me on Facebook just to keep in touch with me. you called me when you don't have anyone to talk to about anything & i've never let your call unattended. you've messaged me once in a moon especially whenever you were in depression or lonely & i've always replied to your messages as soon as i've read it just so that you know you're not alone in this world. i've never abandon you in my life & i never will. which is why you always took me for granted...

later when you've found your so called soul mate from Facebook which you've only known for like few weeks, you removed me from your so called friends list & said it was to prevent a misunderstanding with your so called new girlfriend or boyfriend. i understand not everyone can understand our friendship. well, my hubby does & i'm very deeply thankful for that. i can keep in touch with anyone from my past life & that includes you...

when you told me that you're getting married, i'm truly happy for you. i really do. i thought if my hubby can accept you in our life as a friend, maybe your future wife or husband can accept us as your friend too & won't judge us for anything. but i guess i was wrong again...

today when i tried to search you to see your wedding album, i can't find you anymore. the first thing that comes to my mind was like "oh no! he/she did it again..." & yes, without a word just like before, we're no longer friends in the Facebook world. are we still friends in the real world? will you look for me again when you're in trouble? will you call or message me once in a blue moon? or are you really gone for good this time? i don't really know... well you know how to find me. you can tell me whatever whenever you feel like it. you always do that anyway; come & go just as you pleased. well, who am i to question you & your motive, right? may Allah bless you & your family! sayonara!

It's no wonder that truth is stranger than fiction. Fiction has to make sense. - Mark Twain

The truth is, everyone is going to hurt you. You just got to find the ones worth suffering for. ― Bob Marley

I can only write about personal stuff, about my point of view. - Henry Rollins